- Deep Questions.

Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer? Oh, gosh. Why would I? I can't give my hair to them cuz it's dyed, so there's no point unless they want ME to go crazy.

What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant? I'd tell him that's impossible.

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize? Hm. There really hasn't been *one* person, but yeaa, they all apologize eventually.

Are you good at hiding your feelings? Sometimes. I smile when I don't mean it :)

Are you wasting your time on someone? Nope.

Explain the lasy time you threw up: Ew, I don't know :/

Last thing that made you cry: When my cat got sick during Christmas break. I can't remember a more recent time though.

Do you have a bad temper? Sometimes, yeaa.

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? I bet I won't. Haa.

How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime? Two.

How often do you think about suicide? Not very often.

What is your deepest fear? Hm. To be hated?

Do you REALLY love all your family? Haa, nope. Some of them I just LIKE.

What do you want to believe in? Myself.

Do you have a secret crush on someone? Yep.

Are you proud of who you are? Sometimes, yes.

Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms? Sometimes.

What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven? There are a lot of bad things a person could do; But I forgive easily.

You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend? I don't know. I think I'd just start to laugh.

...to your worst enemy? I don't have any 'worst enemies.'

Do you care if people hate you? Yes, I hate being hated.

Freedom or safety? Safety, because everyone, and I mean *everyone*, needs to feel a bit safe.

Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names: God, I love you. ( goes to a lot of people! )

Has a song ever made you cry? A few.

A book ever made you cry? Yes! Omg, 'Lucas' is so sad! :(

Is the world crumbling to pieces? In my eyes, it's just growing in a new way.

Name on moment where you couldn't control your rage: When I started yelling at Emily L. at lunchtime. I was maaaad.

Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die: If I name those moments, people will apologize :P

For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all: I'm not Emo! :)

- A.

- 25 DEEP Questions.

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someone’s eyes when they are telling you how they feel?: Telling somebody how you feel. It's embarrassing to bare your heart and soul when you feel like they're gonna laugh in your face.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?: Yesterday when I found out somebody did a report on why abortion is OKAY, when I wrote one on why it isn't. I got over it, though, since everyone should be entitled to their opinion.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago nonstop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?: I call my Mom. I figure out what I say when she answers.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?: I don't think I'd tell anybody for the first two weeks. I'd act calm and be the wise person I'm meant to be. One the last week, I would end up telling people that I'm dying, and tell them it'll be alright. Which would sound funny, since I would be the one who'd need consoling.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust: Trust, because love should be partly based on it. Love just by itself is nothing without the bottom base of trusting somebody, right?

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dog’s life?: My God, I don't care about a job when there's a dog drowning. What kind of sick human being wouldn't help a living thing that was dying?

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?: One; I'd never be unfaithful. Two; Of course. Lying and keeping secrets is not cooll.

8. Your friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?: If I feel the same way: YAY! If I don't: Tell them nicely that I love them as a friend.

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?: It depends. I like my sense of humor but I hate how I can't stop laughing sometimes. Hah, sounds weird, I know.

11. Does love = sex?: Whoever thinks that is dumb.

13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?: Eh, I've never really "confessed" before.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?: I think it would be harder to say that you don't love them back. I would feel like a creep if I turned down a bestfriend. But I suppose that's the problem having a bestfriend of the opposite gender.

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?: Hm. I think music. But I hope that's for EVERYONE.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?: I bet it was my Mom :) I do love her, I do!

18. Imagine: it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?: I don't know! I just want the creepy person to go away! O.o

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?: Oh, I don't know. Prolly, yeaah. But I'm not oblivious that I wouldn't notice them. But yeaah, I would if I saw them.

21. You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your reason for making the decision?: MY GRANDMA OR A RANDOM BABY? wtf. I'd get both of them up no matter if I went over the edge.

22. Are you old fashioned?: What's the definition of old-fashioned?

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?: I'm nice 92% of the time. ;)

24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?: True love; at least I had it.

25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?: To be TRULY happy.

- A.

- Random 25 :D

25. I love late-night TV. Not the icky adult kind, but the funny, men-hosted TV-shows. Don't ask, I just love the enthusiasm at 2 in the morning. I remember the first time I ever watched late-night TV was in an ER waiting room. I was 9. (Ha ha!)

24. I absolutely hate Miley Cyrus. She bothers me... a lot.

23. Pizza=happiness. Same with pasta, but whatever!

22. Music is the absolute creation of my essence. If that means iPods, CD players, tape players--WHATEVER. I just gotta have it.

21. Speaking of music, I am possibly one of the biggest Beatles fans ever. (not really.) But I named my cat "Lennon" after.. well, you know ; )

20. I like sleeping. Period.

19. For about 2 whole minutes, I wanted to be a sniper. You know, those police officers who climb up tall buildings and shoot people. When those 2 minutes were over I think I actually felt braver.

18. Whenever "lady" commercials come on, I feel like laughing. Especially if my brother is sitting next to me.

17. I love, love, love to text. If I could do that instead of talking, you know I would.

16. Desperate Housewives is my favorite show in the entire world. And it actually has meaning--instead of a cartoon, where I could watch the first season one day and the 21st the next. BTW, I love Susan best, she seems so much like me.

15. Ty from Extreme Makeover scares me. He's just...yeah.

14. Wiis are amazing. I could play mine for, well, ever.

13. Sims is possibly the best game ever. I have a family where the mom has like, 15 kids. According to the game, she's only 20 days old! Sweet, huh? I wish I could 1 1/3 kids a day. Just kidding.

12. I love scary movies. I like the whole feeling of "OMIGOD! WHAT JUST HAPPENED?!" and then realizing what really happened after the seventh time of watching the movie.

11. Those pizza roll things are DISGUSTING. For about 3 months, I was in love with them. Then one time I made them wrong (even though I had been making them for 3 months already) and I nearly threw up. Now I can't even think about them without wanting to hurl.

10. I don't really like plastic plates or cups or anything. I'm fine with the disposible kind, but I can't stand the kind where you can wash them and stuff. After a while, they get cuts and stuff in them. It weirds me out.

9. Ever since I was like, in the 2nd grade, I've been wanting to go to Duke University in North Carolina. So for 5 years I've been all "GO DUKE! I LOVE DUKE! WOOOT!" and now I realized I want to go to NDSU. How will that sit with people? Haa.

8. 8 is my lucky number.

7. I love crossword puzzles. They rock.

6. I like doing laundry. As long as I don't get dirty. (haa.)

5. Pride & Prejudice is my all-time fav movie. Mr. Darcy is my possible soulmate.. even if he is based "way-back-when".

4. Someday I'm moving to Canada. Without telling anyone. Just gonna leave and become American-Canadian. Then I'll be able to say, "It's cuz I'm American, right?"

3. When I grow up, I'm going to become a writer. If I don't sell books, I'll sell something with my handwriting on it. Whether it be a document...a bill...a, uh, something?

2. I have this thing where "you can't really love a band unless you have one of their CDs." Sadly, I own a lot of my dad's old CDs, and most of them aren't what I'm listening to now. So... am I a hypocrit?

1. I have had TWO near-death experiences. Once in the womb, and the other when I was like, what? 2 months? Yeah.. don't remember them.. but I just found out about them like, yesterday! Crazy, huh? I was like, "Woahhh."

- Final Countdown (:

TEN things you wish you could say to 10 people:
1) Sorry about your trip being cancelled :[
2) We HAVE to hang out - just you & me.
3) You are my new bestfriend ever[;
4) I heart you sooo much!
5) Seriously, I miss you. FACS in nothing without you. (especially since you do everything for me!)
6) Call me sometime. Hah.
7) OMFG, fishy! haha.
8) You piss me off. Go away.
9) Nope, no ipod for you[;
10) I'm gonna miss you when you move. ILOVEYOU![:

NINE things about yourself.
1) I make this REALLY weird noise when I laugh. Mom makes fun of me for it.
2) I suck at sewing.. seriously.
3) I looooooove art shows. Weird, huh?
4) I was like, 4 at my first concert.
5) I drop my phone a lot.. it gets me in trouble.
6) I have a cat, who is named after John Lennon.
7) My hair is natural light brown.
8) I am right handed.
9) I shiver when I'm nervous/excited. It's weird.

EIGHT ways to win your heart.
1) Be funny.
2) Don't be stupid on purpose.
3) Be cool, relax.
4) Be my bestfriend[:
5) Like a lot of music. Like me. hah.
6) Know how to deal with my mellow side AND my hyper side.
7) BE SMART. like book smart. under-achievers bother me.. a lot.
8) Be shamazinggg[;

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot lately.
1) My brother and his arm :[
2) My mummy.
3) My dad.
4) What I'm gonna DO with my life.
5) How lame my math class is.. *yawn*
6) My friends.
7) How to get more mulahhh.

SIX things you want to do before you die.
1) Publish a book.
2) Visit my Grandma and Grandpa in Texas.
3) Dye my hair blue.
4) Get married & have a baby. (wont be happening for a lonngg while though!)
5) Put flowers on my Great Grandpa's grave.
6) Get a blackberry. They are awesome.

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment.
1) 'Rents.
2) My Lennon[:
3) Paige *heartyouu!
4) Emalee
5) Maggie

FOUR things you see right now:
1) My camera.
2) A bunch of cords.. gotta get those untangled.
3) Stack of CDs.
4) My mummy[:

THREE bands that you listen to often:
1) Ludo
2) Hollywood Undead
3) Ting Tings.

TWO things you do before you go to bed:
1) Sign off of facebook.
2) Read a page of a book.

ONE confession
1) I am madly in love with Flapjack from Cartoon Network. (thank you Matt, for the summer filled with cartoons.) haha.